if I had my chance I'd never let you go

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 04:55:05 GMT

aah well i dont talk to rory anymore
and i dont smoke anymore
i quit

so yeah
i also met honey bunny and joe
nerdsxcore

i love it
they make me feel at home
with all theire nerd-i-ness

XingYiDao: im sure all will work out for teh best
on aII 4s: ....it never does
XingYiDao: IT WILL
XingYiDao: Or else *points fist at sky* IM WATCHNG YOU UP THERE!
on aII 4s: dont say that
on aII 4s: now im gonna be thinking like
on aII 4s: oh god gomi is watching me pee..
XingYiDao: lol
XingYiDao: wtf
XingYiDao: lol

and emopuff makes me laugh when im down

♥

uppy update

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 02:23:52 GMT

so things when to hell with gary
ive been talking to him for a year...
on aim, emails and phone..
its sad..
i could go on for days about him...
but i wont...that would be boring

well im meeting rory hopefully
monday
ive been talking to him for 6 months
yay..

well im gonna be 20 in two months
and i dont have a job, i havnt started going to school..
and i still dont have a car

yay im still lame

♥

audio anarchist

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 05:26:57 GMT

well...alot has happened..
i got my driving license
but i dont have a car

and hmm...
guys want my pants
and i just want one..still

yeah...
;aksldhg;lSADKHG
i hate life
death sucks

anna is evil and i think she moved out
yayayayayayay

♥

coldbburst

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 11:35:35 GMT

hmm..something tells me..
im so not going to lancaster..

ill make your darkest days so bright

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 20:52:04 GMT

well i am so sick
and we have no OJ..grrrrrrrrr

but so i didnt go lastnight..
which im still kinda bummed out about..
but its ok..
when he comes back we're going bowling
so yeah that makes me smile
since i SUCK at bowling

hmmm
yea anna and i had a bad fight lastnight..
and i am currently hiding in my room till mum comes home..
which should be soon..yay

i feel like tacos

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 14:26:57 GMT

sunday sunday sunday
i need a ride..

and hmm
at the end of this month
mum and i are going to lancaster
WHICH IS NEXT FuCKING WEEK
i am so excited!!!
like..AHAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
EXCITMENT!!!!!!!!!!!

but yea back to sunday
i need a ride to kingston
and i dont think ill get one..
*big EMO tear*
BUT i am going to try my hardest...
le sigh..i wanna go so badly..

ahahahha whatev

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 15:08:05 GMT

anna has a hobbie
its called
cutting danas clothing

ahah so yeah anna wakes me up at 5.30lish
((mind you i didnt go to bed till 4am..
and yeah when i dont get sleep..im a cranky mutha fucka..
remember katsu?))
so yea anna was like
"WOO WHERES MY SC3!!!!"
im like did you look for it..
and shes like
"YES!!!"
so after she left i looked for it...
and yeah i found it..right where i told her to look
ha if she wanted it so damn bad
why didnt she look for it lastnight
or the day she was in my room playing zelda..

whatev
this weekend is going to be so nice..
but so boring..
anna left but we have no moola for anything
..GRRR

bayside @ backstage enterprises tonight

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 16:33:25 GMT

cover charge- 12
tee shirt - dunno..but i doubt ill have enough
seeing bayside with brittney- PRICELESS

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
seeing bayside..is awesome
seeing them with brittney..makes it
3io7539p846789034times better

i cant wait..we gotta get thurr early tho
i remembered then amanda and me when to see 3, boysnightout and co&ca...and they sold out before we got within 15 ft of the door
we somehow got in tho
ahahaha then we got drunk in the cafe metro parking lot
yea good times back in 10th grade

<3

look mom i can stick_THIS_up my nose!

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 20:30:03 GMT

ahahaha
i looked like billy idol
my lip was so swollen
it like pushed my upper lip up
ha yea i looked so hardcore

ha i got some shit at sal vals
2 cds too NIN and relient k

hmm with im going to my room
since mum and anna are fighting like woah..

<3

samuel has problems

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 01:20:41 GMT

ha so the last two days..rocked
i house sat yesterday into today
which i didnt mind
but i got 10 bucks and a dumbstick
from chevelle
jenn got it at the show her and mum went to

and then when i got home
brittney asked me if i liked bayside
then she asked if i wanted to go see them..
yeah i couldnt think for 5 mintues
i just sat there..
typing jibberish
and saying oh my god

so yeah im going to see BAYSIDE with miss brittney thrusday
W00T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ha yeah and anna keeps making me laugh..
and my lip still hurts..
she is so evil....

♥

it hurts to smile, laugh and talk

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 20:53:57 GMT

the ring is sposta face inward
but yeah my lip is real swollen
gahaha
im so tuff

<3

i h8 myspace

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 08:30:35 GMT

yea

i do
i meet WAY to many people on it
to bad im so addicted to it

<3

ideas are bulletproof

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 01:44:27 GMT

well
im either getting my lip pierced or a tattoo...
mum but the tattoo idea in my head
i only have a 80 bucks
and i know how mum is..she siad shed help me pay for it..
ha that wouldnt work
shes told me that before
AND i need to get something thats under 80$
((and if youve seen what i want to get..you know that..that is impossable))

so its a high chance im gettmy my lip pierced
and i have pretty eyes
...ehehehehehehehehehe *blushes like woah*

like ZOMG pictures

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 16:14:51 GMT

lil ol'me:

random shit:

look at spongebob and his don vito eye!!

my rubber duckie<3

i love orange soda

we got bored..

i <3 charles manson

my cancer

MY NIGGAH!

out with mum and anna

were pointing at curry donuts

yea shes pointing at it again

mmm fat

amanda

amanda & minnie

the can was just a PROP!!

....so now

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 19:52:24 GMT

hmm...theres something i want to say to him...
but i wouldnt..
im just going to be
the girl that fades into obscurity

aye me why does he...eh well
*whines*

bettie doom and tiny robot rampage!

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 02:47:08 GMT

hmm to just subtract my failed driving test
today was pretty awesome
benny came over at like 2am
ha we made some dinner rolls
he made a ghost and i made a baby fetus
ehehehehe
then we watched kill bill
had a good 'ol time with the chap
yea he left at like 8am
so yea i layed down after that then mum called
i think it was about 9..so then i was up..
and i got dressed and made a sandwhich

then i drive around..practicing parrelle parking and stuff..
then i fail my test
THEN ok my day got better
to cheer me up mum took me to sal vals
yay ^^
so yeah i went to down and got sooooooooo many flannel shirts
oh my god oh my god oh my god
and a really cool coloring book
THEN we went to long john silvers
oh my god soooooooo good..
THEN off to the gallery of soundie
where i got the blood brothers - crimes cd
((which is an orgasm of the ears..)) and
the coolest picture ever..
((ill upload it later))
THEN we went to debs
i got some stuff
btw
cosplay update: *work in progress* SNJ raver gai for animenext

then we came home
so yeah all and all a good day
and i wanna see benny tonight..but i dont think that will happen..
only because im so close to just passing out..

<3

tomarrow...

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 03:38:51 GMT

well tomarrow is it..
im taking my driving test
and im soooo nervous
anybody whose talked to me
knows..that i have alot riding on me
the most important thing
is seeing my friends
((no not the sex ones either))
then a job

so yea..
im real fucking nervous..
GAAAAAAAAAAH

wow..this is the funniest thing ive heard in awhile
joe: I messed around with this chick when I was 14 who was into blood letting and all that s&M stuff...man, that stuff really isn't that fun
joe: It's like "Gee, I wonder when I can stop getting my ass kicked and get some"

<3

grrrr

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 05:35:49 GMT

you know what gets my goat..
softcore porn

jesus christ stop teasing and show us some action!!

<3

goes insane...

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 06:51:55 GMT

this is going to be a tremedously short post..

im going insane from lack of
ways to vent my creativity
AND
sexual frustration

that is all
♥

love rhymes with pity

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 21:00:04 GMT

wow...
i just had the most amazest bath..
EVER!!

yea it would be 1024879356234 times better
if i got sex afterwards
christ i need to get laid..

well im off to go watch batman
god bless tivo

laterrrr my pets

uknown IMs

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 18:04:46 GMT

ha getting unknown IMes rock!
unknown name: slut :p

yea crazy
whatev ill talk to anybody
hmmm so yea ill be home march 30th
eh i dont care...
i got DSL and tivo here
ehehehehehe
i get to listen to all the music i want
and record all the adult swim i want!!
yay

money makes the world go round....

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 02:24:24 GMT

and being poor sucks

ooooookay
so the cord will cost 100$
at best buy
ha yea fuuuuuuck that shit
but i didnt think of this
i still have a year warrenty
^^

so i could get it for freeeee
yay-ness

hmm so yea ill be back home next thursday
so yeah
im free of anna for like 10 days...
yay...

<3laterrrr

PS
caffine and nicotine is runing thru my vary veins
mmmmmm

22 mintues left >

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 03:09:00 GMT

Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away

blah so i got like 20 mins left on this battery
and im waiting for anna gets off and mum goes to bed
so i have free reign over the computer/living room/TV

le sigh..
yea i found that when im bored i smoke
and i dont wanna smoke all my ciggs

but it is awfully nice...
laying on my bed..smoking a cigg...singing AFI in the dark
aaah its an inner peace

im gonna leave at like 9 ish tomarrow morning
bleh...i should pack...le sigh..
so if im not around at all
I DIDNt DIE
i just dont have a way to go online
eh..whatever

ill just smoke like a fiend and play with blacky((one of missys dogs))
for 7 days

laterrrrrrr my pets<3

ha awsome.....

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 20:57:37 GMT

well ok so im not getting my new power cord today
and im leaving tomarrow for missys house...
and mum saids missy is leaving her laptop
....is she was leaving it..
then she wouldnt have told me
ide have to bring mine over..
ha whatev
mum is in a really bad mood too
b/c we dont clean the house
hey i told her ill do anything except
washing the fucking dishes..
fuck it

im just going back to my room..
smoke ciggs and watch ranma 1/2
GAHAHAHA
my friend joe reminds me of p-chan
ehehehehehe

yea she went out..LE GASP!!!

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 04:46:39 GMT

new picture stolen from candie ^^

yea so i went to teh twist lastnight
and i was so cuuute
candie did me hairs and me eyes
since i cant put eyeliner on to save my life

laterrrr<3